The rarest kind of love, to surrender yourself completely to your heart, to trust in it fully, to believe in it without doubting, to let it guide your life....

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Life aint always beautiful....

I haven't done the Scrapping the Music Challenge in a few weeks, and I thought I would go and check out what song they had on there for this week. It just so happen to be a song that I was hoping for, I love Gary Allen! I was at the Doctor's office one day and saw a People magazine with him on the cover. I sat there and read the article, it was about his wife who commit suicide (GAC news), I was so touched by the loved he had for his wife and how he dealt with the pain.

Everytime I hear this song I think of my sister, Marsha Livingston. My sister didn't commit suicide, but died suddenly from a heart problems. It was really hard for me. She was always there for me and at Christmas time (2005) she was up here in Michigan, and wanted to see me but her & I got into an arguement about me reconnecting with my birth mother and I didn't go and see her and it was left with a lot of anger. Then on January 9th she died, and we never got a chance to make up. For the whole rest of the year of 2006 I was depressed and blamed myself for the arguement. So I did this LO in memory of her.



Sources: Paper & Elements - Raspberry Raod's Dreams of India; Font - 2 peas Scrapbook